Saturday, March 29, 2008
it just doesn't seem real. or maybe i'm just not willing to accept it. but i know everyone is taking it very hardly. not just me.
i had hopes and dreams, but they're all dashed now.
if only this isn't true.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
6:15 AM
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
hmm, it was pretty shocking to see my tagboard
like that. but anyway, i'm going to reply here! since i don't really want to flood my own tagboard.
jessica! you found my blog! okay fine. you didn't find it. but you actually came to read. OMG.
huixin! AHAHA. awesome four sounds nicer than four awesome la! and i can't really call all of you BECAUSE you all are super busy you see. and you all still can go out and have fun? ahaha. i love you too! and since you know i need a hug, COME FIND ME! (:
ally! you're so funny. and i love you
the most too! SHHH. the other two might get jealous.
jasminelaw! HEEHEE. what to do! everyone loves me! but you're the best la okay! (:
i nearly died during chamber practice today. first practice with the conductor and he was going at lightning speed. and i totally faked through the 1st and 3rd movements because i only saw it for the first time today. and i can't sightread for nuts.
lili came to tj yesterday for mep talks! and then we went for dinner. darling came too! then we gossiped and gossiped and gossiped. and i feel so guilty for making both of them wait so long for me. but anyway, we must go for dinner together again! (:
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
6:49 AM
Sunday, March 23, 2008
it's my sensitive period now.
-if you say byebye to me
-if you drag me to the airport
-if you ask me what's going to happen to pw
-if you're like my daddy who argues with me over pw
-if i see people whom i haven't seen for one or two months
-if there's any special occasions that only come once a year
-if you do anything sweet
-if i'm left alone and my mind start running wild
-if i'm piled with homework and tests, thus making me frustrated
-if i'm forced to do/go for something which i do not want
etc.
i'll start tearing/crying/bawling. i'm serious.
i'm not emo. i'm just sad about the possibility of leaving. i'm just scared/nervous because it's the waiting period. i'm just frustrated because people don't understand me.
damnit. it's the start of another new week. just 9 more weeks to go. i BELIEVE i'll survive. hopefully.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
10:45 AM
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
i haven't been blogging in ages. ):
anyway i can't wait till friday cause it's good friday holiday! i'm not very keen on starting a new school term. which also mean another torturous 10 weeks. and and jasminelaw wants another study date on friday! maybe we'll have a foursome study date! exciting! and i think i'm going to the airport on friday to send oli and jialing off. or rather i'm actually forced to go.
i had study dates with lynnette and jasminelaw over the holidays! it was partly productive. and jasminelaw is obsessed with my brother. ): then i went for dinner with mei, jialing and shilbe on saturday. where we attempted to get a clique thing. i want a pendant/necklace!
anyway i desperately want to skate. and i've gotten the coaches' number already. HEEHEE. now all i've got to do is to persuade my mommy! and hopefully one of the coaches can slot me in. (: how exciting!
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
7:00 AM
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
my date with the primary school clique got cancelled. ): i'd actually gotten very excited, especially over tara's message. because she asked us to think of a group name (yes, after so many years, we are still trying) and to dress nice for phototaking. HAHA. she's so funny.
hopefully the date with 08S113 will still be on. If not i'm lifeless tomorrow. and and i have a study/homework date with lynnette later at eastwood! i think we're going to have strudel. (:
oh, you know how childish jasminelaw was yesterday! she started a nickname fight against me!
so monday was ck's birthday! oh yes, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA! so we celebrated both of their birthday at fish & co. which is quite an experience for both of them. i had fun, though jasminelaw wasn't exactly being nice to me. they all ganged up against me. but we've finally taken a pretty foursome photo! and 12 of us squeezed into one neoprint machine!
omg, lynnette is trying to find her way to my house now. and i'm not changed.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
11:44 PM
Saturday, March 08, 2008
i feel like dying. ):
i didn't go school yesterday! cause i was coughing really badly and mommy asked me not to (for the first time). so i went to the doctor and he scolded me for always going to him only when my condition gets really bad. and it's such a bad idea to get sick during the holidays.
since 08S113 ended school early and they were going for lunch, i decided to go join them since i need lunch too. mommy scolded me for running around when i'm sick. but anyway, i went there and got bullied. ): (HAHA) and ally didn't go! so it was only threesome. and bijie's jacket turned really germy cause i borrowed it. :/
i felt really bad cause the class didn't eat at long john's because of me. in the end we went to yoshinoya. where i had to drink coke with salt. walked around after lunch and then went home. AND i slept my whole afternoon away.
my throat really hurts now. and my whole body aches. i've no idea why. and i've got a runny nose. i hope i get well before monday! i can't wait till monday cause i'll be seeing 08S113 again! i think i'm seeing them too often and this isn't a good thing. because i'm getting too attached and i'll just die when i leave.
for good.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
12:27 AM
Saturday, March 01, 2008
everyone have dates today. ): and i'm all alone at home trying to do math. AND my timetable sucks. i've gotten very depressed after staring at it for ten minutes. like seriously, six periods straight without any break?
anyway i met up 08S113 yesterday! okay fine. there were only me, jasmine, ally (who left the moment i arrived), christabel, ck, bj, joshua and rong quan. i wanted to talk to ally! ): but anyway we played pool. and everyone kept laughing at me. and i learnt to play the guitar too, but i kept complaining cause my fingers/hand hurt.
then we went for dinner! and i was nice enough to bring ck to parkway since he doesn't know how to get there. WHICH took me an hour to get home.
i love being with 113! cause i'll be super comfortable there. and cause there's jasmine! :D (I WANNA SEE HUIXIN!) hopefully we get to meet up more before term 2 starts.
OMG. my PSE. i'm stuck, and it's to be submitted today. i'm doomed. alright, so it's math, chem and PSE now.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
2:54 AM